I made a mistake because I always had it made
Because I did not appreciate the things you did
I've spend a lot of time on it and I think I wanted just a lonely life
I can't believe how long it took just to understand the extent of all the things I wasn't doing right
I wanna know if I was ever happy at all
Because right now I don't know I can't remember
Now I've spent a lot of time on it
And I don't want to lead a lonely life
I spent the time and still I don't even understand
I wanna wake up in the morning and just feel alright
And I believe that it's true that I just blamed it all all on you
My only defense I was so depressed and man I was so dumb
My dreams came true and I always thought that the parts that needed you
Would be filled when all these things came true I did
I was wrong
OOOHHH
And now I never wanted to live this long without
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