I Wish I Wasn't

Heather Headley

I'm home alone again

And you're out hanging with your friends

So you say but I know it's not quite that way

It's getting pretty late

And you haven't checked on me all day

When I called you didn't answer

Now I'm feeling like you're ignoring me

And I wish

I could go back

To the day before we met

And skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me

It just ain't fair the way you treat me

No you don't deserve me

Wasted my time thinking about you and you ain't never gone change

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So I wouldn't feel this way

When you touch me my heart melts

And everything you did wrong I forget

So you play me and take advantage

Of the love that I feel for you

Why you wanna hurt me so bad

I believed in you thats why I"m so mad

Now I'm drowning in disappointment

And its hard for me to even look at you

I wish I could go back

To the day before we met and skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me

It just ain't fair the way you treat me

No you don't deserve me

Wasted my time thinking about you and you ain't never gone change

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So I wouldn't feel this way

Said you care about me but from what I see

I ain't feeling that so I disagree

Gave you all my love

And understanding and

You treated me like your enemy

So leave me alone don't want nothing from you

Just go back where you came from this house is no longer your home

You can not never come no more

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me

It just ain't fair the way you treat me

No you don't deserve me

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me