I'm a little nutty and I know it

我知道我有点古怪

But if you go back

但如果你转身

And take a look at my history

看看我的经历

You will see that

你就会明白

I'm not the only one who's off his rocker

不是只有我是一个疯狂的人

There were many before me

在我之前还有很多

I was always labelled

我总是被看成

The black sheep of the family

家里的害群之马

What a bad seed I grow to be

我是有多么的糟糕

But if you take a look at us now

但如果你现在看看我们

You'll see the apple

会发现苹果

Didn't fall too far from the tree

总会在树的不远处落下

Alright look

好吧，看

I'm a tell you the story from my side

告诉你我身边的故事

Maybe you'll understand

也许你会懂

Check it out

听听看

You done witnessed unexplainable sh*t

你做的一切无法说明任何事

Too insane to explain

不想解释太多

People run from what the just don't get

人们得不到就会选择逃避

Maybe shady shoulda just hit 'em with a little bit

也许沙迪应该给他们一些打击

Did I spit too soon should I of spoon fed 'em it

是我说得太多了吗 我应该细细跟他们讲吗

But I was just so eager to prove I was even worth

但我只是急于证明我的价值

Being in the same league or the room with

与他们成为一个集体或住在同一个屋檐下

Of the people of whom I was in

跟他们生活在一起

Every now and then I look up like

每时每刻我看起来

I was seeking approval

都像是在寻求他们的认可

Was it because of the pigment of my skin

这是因为我的肤色吗

Or was it a figment of my imagination

还是我臆想出来的

Maybe it bothered me

也许肤色比他们

More than it did them

更使我困扰

Maybe it wasn't a big deal back then

也许这并没有什么大不了的

But to me it was see what it was was

但是对我来说很重要，如何重要呢

I had developed the complex from being judged

我在面对被评判的时候心情很复杂

Proof spit his verse now I'm next

Proof突出了他的押韵歌词，现在我要看下一个

Let's see who

是谁

I'm in the booth staring back to see who's mugs

我在录音棚里时回头去看是谁在我背后为我拍照

I get a reaction from usually

我得到了一些回应

The first thumb was from proof

通常Proof会第一个竖起大拇指

And the rest of the group backed him up

其他人就会跟着也支持我

And no one lied to each other

没有人对彼此撒谎

Cause none of us had deals

因为我们中没有勾心斗角

It was real

这是真的

We just wanted tickets for that meal

我们只是想吃饱饭而已

Sometimes I feel like it's just me

有时候我想这就是我

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy

有时候我想我要疯了

But take a look at my family

但是看看我的家庭

Cause the apple

因为苹果

Don't fall too far from the tree

从树的不远处落下

I said

我说过

Sometimes I feel like it's just me

有时候我想这就是我

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy

有时候我想我要疯了

But take a look at my family

但是看看我的家庭

Cause the apple

因为苹果

Don't fall too far from the tree

从树的不远处落下

Ever since my mother was pregnant

妈妈说，自从她

With her second egg cause she said

怀第二个孩子以来

That I had a baby sister

曾经有个保姆

Who fell out of the window

从窗户里跌下去了

I was too young to remember

那时我少不更事

Kansas city projects

这是堪萨斯城的事情

I was like 5 6 and how come

我好像五六岁，怎么会记得

I remember malcolm isaac and boogie

马尔科姆,艾萨克,布吉摇摆

If it was the projects in missouri

如果是在密苏里州的事情

Cause those're my best friends until isaac

那些都是我最好的朋友，包括艾萨克

Took my tricycle and my uncle todd

拿走我的自行车，我的叔叔托德

Went to try to go get it back

去把它夺回来

And ended up getting jumped

结果

And cut in the gut with a switch and 70-some stitches

他受了伤，并且缝了好多针

Which is still to this day

这件事，一直到今天

Why my mother still tries to

为什么我妈妈总是想要

Show me some old fake picture

给我看一些从未存在过的

Of a fictitious little sister who never existed

小妹妹的照片

And this is why part of my life's so twisted

这就是为什么我的一部分生活被扭曲

But I can never be as sick as that b**ch is

但我从没有像那个坏女人病得那么重

And by the way

顺便一提

That picture's one of my relatives

它是我亲戚们中一个人的照片

Sometimes I feel like it's just me

有时候我觉得这就是我

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy

有时候我觉得我疯了

But take a look at my family

但是看看我的家庭

Cause the apple don't fall too far from the tree

因为苹果总在树的不远处落下

I said

我说过

Sometimes I feel like it's just me

有时候我觉得这就是我

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy

有时候我觉得我疯了

But take a look at my family

但是看看我的家庭

Cause the apple don't fall too far from the tree

因为苹果总在树的不远处落下

You probably have to peel back layers

也许你要渐渐地地揭开那些伤痛

Upon layers of pain

那些伤痛

To see why everything I say is so insane

去看看我说的这一切都疯狂的原因

What's different about my brain

我的脑子的不同

That separates me from

使我和

Other players in this game

游戏中的其他人分开

On the surface it may seem like a scheme

表面上看，这好像是一场阴谋

Or some sort of scam for me

或者是为了得到

To get some damn sympathy

一些该死的同情的骗局

But that's the last thing I need is for people

但是那时我最想告诉那些

To walk around feeling sorry for me (me)

在我身边为我感到难过的人

And I'm not a g never claimed to be

我不是同性恋，我从没这样的外号

I gave my vest to cashis just hope he

我把我的衣服给了Cashis

Don't need it more than me

他比我更需要这个

But we'll see cause we ain't lookin' for beef

但我们怕被看到，因为我们不想自找麻烦

But if it comes our way what do we

但是我们以我们的方式来，我们该如何

Turn the other cheek

忍气吞声

Come on

算了吧

Sometimes I feel like it's just me

有时候我觉得这就是我自己

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy

有时候我觉得我疯了

But take a look at my family

但是看一看我的家庭

Cause the apple

因为苹果

Don't fall too far from the tree

总会在树的不远处降落

I said

我说过

Sometimes I feel like it's just me

有时候我觉得这就是我自己

Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy

有时候我觉得我疯了

But take a look at my family

但是看一看我的家庭

Cause the apple

因为苹果

Don't fall too far from the tree

总是在树的不远处落下