I'm Not Gonna Lie to You - Wil Wagner

And I sat by and watched as everything that I sat

By and watched slowly fell to shit

And you asked me who I'd been before as we piled towels against the door

To not let off the smoke alarm down the hall

And I said someone you never would have met

And you asked me why I was so scared

As we set fire to our bed

It was something I'd suggested

What I fear most is my own head

We talked bonnie and clyde and about all the extra time

We'd have to set up and divide ourselves

I'm not gonna lie to you

Lately I've been thinking of giving up

Using the gifts that I've surely squandered on something less reliant on luck

And I haven't slept properly since 2006

But I've had some of the most glorious moments of happiness

And I turned off my phone again and let's get lost in

What is left of memories of happy times

We'll reminisce and not regret

And your eyes can tell me everything and I hope you know

I'm lying and when reality kicks in

You know I loved you more and more

But I am scared of what I've done

And I'm so scared of what's to come

But I know I've done nothing wrong since the night we met

Because you kept me alive and gave me reasons to survive

And I'll take you away from here by any means I can

But I'm not gonna lie to you

Lately I've been thinking of giving up

Using the gifts that I've surely squandered on something less reliant on luck

And I haven't slept properly since 2006

But I've had some of the most glorious moments of happiness

We scattered like cigarette butts in a sea breeze

I wish I could inhale the ocean make my body clean

And the drugs they work

It's just that I don't