Lost and Turned Out - Outlawz

I know this young ni**a who love

To keep his gun in his pants

14 little Ant will snatch your sh*t to enhance

He lost his moms at a early age pops was cracked out

His brother ran a drug house

Where they slept with they Mac's out

And where we from f**k them basketball teams

And your neighborhood PAL cause it's all about makin cream

He stayed dirty copped a clip for thirty

He'd rather be sellin drugs early

Instead of young black and nerdy

He had his hard hat born ready for war

This young ni**a heart's gone and I saw this before

He lived day by day prey by prey stray by stray

Blunted on Chancellor Ave 380 hallway

He bought a AK and I know he gon' sway

It ain't no damn way

That this young ni**a can turn his life around mang

Now where is God when you need him he's internally bleedin

Little Ant's barely breathin but he gotta stay eatin

So he robs again but this time he all smoked out

He put his finger on the trigger and let the death fly out

Some man got hit he's layin on the pavement stiff

Blood drippin from his face and he drownin in it

Now what a surprise that little Ant can't come around

That it's his own man dead on the ground

Dead on the ground

Damn

He can't come around

That it's his own man dead on the ground

Dead on the ground

Lost turned out

Not a doubt

What's it all about

Lost turned out

Not a doubt

What's it all about

Baby girl I can see you in that crazy world

Spinnin out of control nowhere to go

At one point in time huh you could've been mine

But you was movin too fast couldn't

Take the chance in losin yo a**

In high school we was homies but that was before we

Started keepin each other from bein lonely

With my mama workin all the time and your daddy drinkin

Sneakin tryin to bump and grind what is he thinkin

We escaped in each other became friends before lovers

More like sister and brother at least we can trust us

But I had dreams yeah my plane leavin soon

Had to hook up with Pac huh continue to bloom

I called twice just to see if you alright

Both times you wasn't home I knew somethin was wrong

And then I knew I was right when they

Said they found you one night

Barely holdin on tell me where did you go wrong

Was it when you started strippin for tips

Then sellin it for mo' chips

And sniffin powder just to deal with it

Can you tell me I guess that you can't

Cause I'm hearin you about to take your last dance

Let the game get the best of you baby

Shoulda called on a Law he was testin you baby

But now you gone before you can be found

Gone without a doubt lost and turned out

Lost and turned out

Lost turned out

Not a doubt

What's it all about

Lost turned out

Not a doubt

What's it all about

My brother Sean he home now he cool for a minute

I love him to death but b******t he stays in it

Middle school around the corner

The drug dealers need and teach what they wanna

"Moms can I go to the park and play "

Didn't play I was countin every single

Cent them niggas made

Then his moms lost her job no more money-stackin

On her way home she slipped on

Some ice and caught a back spasm

And that's what happened to Aline

She said she had lotta pains just an excuse to be a fiend

Low on food though it was good what my mama made

But you know a hungry ni**a at school can't concentrate

B to an F student

Think about the b**ches and the sneakers

My whole childhood ruined

I made my first sale more in a alley way in 164

I was scared as sh*t

I wasn't scared of the cops though this is true

I was more scared of what mom duke'd do

So I chilled for a few instead of plant

Spent weekends with my peeps just escapin the block

I knew em since seven

We had a room they had a house just no

Way to compare it

But they parents taught me sh*t and gave me sh*t

Fed me treated a ni**a just like family

You gave me love and you neglected me too

Lost and turned out but still comin home to you

Lost and turned out but still comin home to you

I love you

Lost turned out

Not a doubt

What's it all about

Lost turned out

Not a doubt

What's it all about