My Abyss - The End

So this is really how it goes

When you believe in something

So much that it hurts

It was my solemn oath

To achieve the near impossible

And I paid the toll

Predition was never too far off

Close the top

The ideals that had carried me so far

Would not be stopped

Higher than the height of all reason

I couldn't let go of the notion that one day I'd reach

It

If I kept believing

It was a one way track

I made the choice of never looking back

A dead end path

My undeniable truth

That could never be disproved

Such an earnest fool

Predition was never too far off

Close to the top

The ideals that had carried me so far

Would not be stopped

But at the end of the tunnel

I saw a light that wasn't guiding I was blind

It was the bottom of the well

I was so caught up in my own reflection

And into my abyss I fell

I got just what I wanted all along

And in the course of my descent I discovered

Wieghtlessness

It became evident

As I neared oblivion

That I had one of two options

Most fall feet first like cowards

But I dove headlong into beyond

Higher than the height of all reason

I couldn't let go of the notion that one day I'd reach

It

If I kept believing

But at the end of the tunnel

I saw a light that wasn't guiding I was blind

It was the bottom of the well

I was so caught up in my own reflection

And into my abyss I fell

I got just what I wanted all along

I'd reached the apex of hope's spires

The furthest point from non belief

The altitude was perilous

And temptation surmonted gravity and now I'm gone