The Judge Of God - 罗嘉维 (Jamike)

Written by：Akamike

Sometimes I just very guilty course's I didn't get alone with my mom

Even I slap my mom's face when I crazy

Yeath time to get to pay I must go to the hell

I must go to the hell

Yo yo yo

I try everything to get rid of the pain

But there didn't have any effect

I try to let me don't blame myself

But there didn't have any effect

I try to pray is for I can sleep at night

But there didn't have any effect

I try to be quiet even give me sleeping pills

But there didn't have any effect

I did a lot of hard to forgive the bad thing

All this will do the final judge after death

And the god said someone tell a lie must swallow on thousand needles

If so I'm okay

But god said if someone hit the parents

And he or she must go to the hell

I try to pray but god can not forgive me

I must go to the hell

And the god say that the evil must cut me into pieces as punishment

I have got a very bad depression

Depression was like the black dog

From now on the black dog attack my heart and my feeling

I never know what's the happy for a long time

As the black dog become bigger day by day

And my finger was cut off by knife accidentally one day

I think all this is god god give punishment to me

I try everything to get rid of the pain

But there didn't have any effect

I try to let me don't blame myself

But there didn't have any effect

I try to pray is for I can sleep at night

But there didn't have any effect

I try to be quiet even give me sleeping pills

But there didn't have any effect

I also did a lot of worse things

Such as stealing fighting and bully someone

Exceptionally that one thing I don't feel guilty

Is fight with my teacher in junior high school

I believe in that god must exist and no matter what you do

It will be saw by god's eye

I slap my mom's face and hit my father head in fact

My heart is also uncomfortable and more painful than anyone

But it would no help I must got to the hell

Sometimes I really want cut my head off

Course's the huge pain is very hard to sleep with whole night

Sometimes I really want to have a gun and finish my life

Sometimes I thinks all of this make me painful reason is god

God give me all those pain as punishment

I try everything to get rid of the pain

But there didn't have any effect

I try to let me don't blame myself

But there didn't have any effect

I try to pray is for I can sleep at night

But there didn't have any effect

I try to be quiet even give me sleeping pills

But there didn't have any effect

I try everything to get rid of the pain

But there didn't have any effect

I try to let me don't blame myself

But there didn't have any effect

I try to pray is for I can sleep at night

But there didn't have any effect

I try to be quiet even give me sleeping pills

But there didn't have any effect

Hey mom and dad today I want to say

I really sorry for something I've done before

I know that maybe I must go to the hell

But I want to say I love you god bless yours

You will go to the hell